ㅤWhen I said @JeeminWends were like an incarnate angel, I wasn’t being poetic; I meant it. She was everything soft and bright, and I was always painfully aware of how misfitted I felt beside her. Every night, I'd replay the looks, the whispers, the way her friends barely masked their disapproval.
ㅤI spiraled, quietly. She kept choosing me, and I kept questioning why. She saw something in me I couldn’t find in myself. And maybe that’s the tragedy. I loved her too much to keep letting my fears ruin her. So I left, not because I stopped loving her, but because I never stopped.

ㅤSaying “I love @GreesachtTaesan” felt too casual, too hollow, for whatever it was we were trying to be. It wasn’t affection, it was performance. We were two self-proclaimed heartless souls, chasing thrill over meaning, distraction over depth. And for a while, it worked. It was reckless and loud, flirting with chaos, crossing lines like we had nothing to lose, mistaking emotional detachment for control.
ㅤBut underneath all that noise, something quieter started growing. Unspoken, fragile, terrifying. The kind of feeling that didn’t fit our script. So we ended it, right before we even fall in love. Because we were scared we actually might.