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i didn’t leave because i stopped loving him, i left because loving him started to feel like something i had to question every day, kaizore was the kind of person everyone felt close to, the kind who laughed easily, talked easily, made everyone feel seen in a way that felt real, and at first i thought that meant something when it came to me too, i thought maybe i was different, maybe i was the one he chose, but the more i stayed, the more i realized i couldn’t tell where i stood, the way he treated me felt warm, but it was the same warmth he gave to everyone else, the same soft words, the same attention, the same way of making you feel like you mattered, and i kept asking myself if i was special or just another person in the crowd he cared about, and the worst part is he never did anything wrong, he never hurt me on purpose.

he was just him, kind and open and endlessly friendly, but i started to feel invisible in a love that was supposed to make me feel chosen, i kept comparing every little thing, wondering if the way he looked at me was any different from the way he looked at them, wondering if i was overthinking or finally seeing the truth, and somewhere in that constant doubt, i began to lose myself, because love shouldn’t feel like competing for a place that’s supposed to be yours, it shouldn’t feel like you have to search for signs that you matter more than the rest, i wanted to feel certain, to feel like i was his person, not just someone he happened to care about, and i hated myself for needing that, for feeling like i was asking for too much when all i wanted was to be loved in a way that felt clear, so i left, not because he wasn’t good enough, but because i couldn’t keep loving someone who made me question if i was ever different at all, and even now i still wonder if i walked away from something real or just something i wanted to believe was mine, but deep down i know the truth, i was in love with someone who belonged to everyone, and i didn’t know how to be okay with being just one of them

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