Arthur @Geovhoo read the whisper

Sötge. @juhovert #23CluesOfPapahGeonvault read the whisper

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mayla @ianjbung read the whisper

Idzibel read the whisper

Kaizore. read the whisper

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i didn’t leave because i stopped loving her, that would’ve been easier to explain and easier to accept, i left because i loved her too much to keep pretending that i was enough, mayla was the kind of girl people noticed before she even spoke, the kind that made a room feel quieter, brighter, more alive just by being there, and me, i was just… there, existing in the same space, hoping no one would really look too closely, she used to hold my hand like it meant something, like i meant something, and god i wanted to believe that so badly, but love isn’t just about what you feel, it’s about what you can give, and every day i was with her i felt the weight of everything i couldn’t be

i couldn’t give her the life people expected her to have, i couldn’t match the way people looked at her with admiration and certainty, i couldn’t even look at myself without wondering what she was doing with someone like me, she deserved someone who didn’t hesitate to show her to the world, someone who didn’t feel small standing next to her, someone who didn’t have to fight the thought that she could do better because she could, and that’s what broke me, it wasn’t her fault, she never made me feel less, she loved me in a way i didn’t even know i needed, but sometimes love isn’t enough to fix the parts of you that are already broken, so i let her go, not because i wanted to but because staying would’ve been selfish, because loving her meant wanting her to have everything even if that didn’t include me.