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TheCord: Symphony of Wires.
mau main reason why we broke up (long edition) + one random galau song, mau gak?
Sze read the whisper
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@stellakifm : always - daniel caesar.
we broke up because loving you felt like chasing someone who was always two steps away, even when you said you cared. you kept pulling me close just to push me away again like you were afraid of what it meant to be held too tightly. i tried to understand your distance, your silence, the way you shut down whenever things got too real but the truth is, it hurt to love someone who was always half-here and half-gone. you said you needed space but your space slowly turned into walls. walls i could knock on, talk through, beg to open yet nothing ever changed. i kept waiting for the moment you'd finally let me in, show me the parts of you you kept locked away but you never did. and the worst part? you made me feel guilty for wanting closeness like my love was too much like my presence was something you had to defend yourself from. we broke up because i was tired of feeling like a burden every time i reached out. tired of guessing what you felt because you never said it. tired of being the only one fighting while you kept running from anything that looked like commitment. i gave you patience, reassurance, softness, everything i had and you still chose distance over us. the pain wasn't just losing you it was realizing you never allowed yourself to be truly loved not even when i tried my hardest. loving you felt like holding air, i could feel you but i could never keep you and no matter how much i tried, i couldn’t fix the way you pushed me away before i ever had a chance to stay. we broke up because your fear of closeness was stronger than your love for me and i had to let go, not because i wanted to but because i couldn't keep breaking myself to reach someone who kept stepping back.
we broke up because loving you felt like chasing someone who was always two steps away, even when you said you cared. you kept pulling me close just to push me away again like you were afraid of what it meant to be held too tightly. i tried to understand your distance, your silence, the way you shut down whenever things got too real but the truth is, it hurt to love someone who was always half-here and half-gone. you said you needed space but your space slowly turned into walls. walls i could knock on, talk through, beg to open yet nothing ever changed. i kept waiting for the moment you'd finally let me in, show me the parts of you you kept locked away but you never did. and the worst part? you made me feel guilty for wanting closeness like my love was too much like my presence was something you had to defend yourself from. we broke up because i was tired of feeling like a burden every time i reached out. tired of guessing what you felt because you never said it. tired of being the only one fighting while you kept running from anything that looked like commitment. i gave you patience, reassurance, softness, everything i had and you still chose distance over us. the pain wasn't just losing you it was realizing you never allowed yourself to be truly loved not even when i tried my hardest. loving you felt like holding air, i could feel you but i could never keep you and no matter how much i tried, i couldn’t fix the way you pushed me away before i ever had a chance to stay. we broke up because your fear of closeness was stronger than your love for me and i had to let go, not because i wanted to but because i couldn't keep breaking myself to reach someone who kept stepping back.
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Always
Daniel Caesar · NEVER ENOUGH · Song · 2023
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mau main reason why we broke up (long edition) + one random galau song, mau gak?
i think i've seen this film before, and i didn't like the ending read the whisper
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@ianjeokng : i can't breathe - bea miller.
we broke up because loving you felt like shrinking myself just to fit into the version of me you wanted. you kept saying it was care, it was protection, it was your way of loving but it never felt like love. it felt like limits. it felt like being watched, corrected, controlled and slowly losing parts of myself just to keep the peace. i couldn't breathe in a space where everything i did had to be approved by you. you restrained me from being myself, from choosing my own friends, from having my own comfort, from speaking up when something hurt me. you kept telling me it’s 'for us' but it was always for you. your fears, your insecurities, your need to feel in control and i kept bending, kept adjusting, kept dimming my light because i thought maybe that's what love required. but real love never asks someone to erase themselves. we broke up because i got tired of apologizing for things that weren't wrong. tired of explaining my intentions. tired of having to monitor every move so it wouldn't trigger another misunderstanding. loving you felt like living inside a cage built out of your expectations beautiful on the outside, suffocating on the inside. the painful part is that i truly cared about you but loving you meant losing me and i reached a point where i couldn't keep choosing you while sacrificing pieces of myself you never even noticed were fading. you held me so tightly that you didn't realize you were breaking me in the process. we broke up because i needed to breathe, to exist, to be someone more than your controlled version of me because i deserve a love that holds me gently not restricts me and even though it hurts, letting go was the only way to save the small parts of myself you almost took away.
we broke up because loving you felt like shrinking myself just to fit into the version of me you wanted. you kept saying it was care, it was protection, it was your way of loving but it never felt like love. it felt like limits. it felt like being watched, corrected, controlled and slowly losing parts of myself just to keep the peace. i couldn't breathe in a space where everything i did had to be approved by you. you restrained me from being myself, from choosing my own friends, from having my own comfort, from speaking up when something hurt me. you kept telling me it’s 'for us' but it was always for you. your fears, your insecurities, your need to feel in control and i kept bending, kept adjusting, kept dimming my light because i thought maybe that's what love required. but real love never asks someone to erase themselves. we broke up because i got tired of apologizing for things that weren't wrong. tired of explaining my intentions. tired of having to monitor every move so it wouldn't trigger another misunderstanding. loving you felt like living inside a cage built out of your expectations beautiful on the outside, suffocating on the inside. the painful part is that i truly cared about you but loving you meant losing me and i reached a point where i couldn't keep choosing you while sacrificing pieces of myself you never even noticed were fading. you held me so tightly that you didn't realize you were breaking me in the process. we broke up because i needed to breathe, to exist, to be someone more than your controlled version of me because i deserve a love that holds me gently not restricts me and even though it hurts, letting go was the only way to save the small parts of myself you almost took away.
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i can't breathe
Bea Miller · aurora · Song · 2018
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Mau main as member thecord + alasannya gak
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Mau main as member thecord + alasannya gak
miceng mirth. read the whisper
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@saranv Miceng as Valric.
Satu vibes nih sama Valric yang keliatan soft diluar tapi kayaknya asik dan gampang berbaur, eye catching juga. Kayaknya ngobrol apapun nyambung dan bukan tipe yang bakal lor orang di grup 😌
Satu vibes nih sama Valric yang keliatan soft diluar tapi kayaknya asik dan gampang berbaur, eye catching juga. Kayaknya ngobrol apapun nyambung dan bukan tipe yang bakal lor orang di grup 😌
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TheCord: Symphony of Wires.
Mau main as member thecord + alasannya gak
>:( read the whisper
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@tmalu Hillary as Kairn.
Tipe yang imut imut nih cocok, satu vibes sama Kairn (huft terpaksa deh blg Kairn imut) yang lucu lucu tapi kalau ada apa-apa langsung tudep banget, but inside kayaknya asik juga orangnya 👆
Tipe yang imut imut nih cocok, satu vibes sama Kairn (huft terpaksa deh blg Kairn imut) yang lucu lucu tapi kalau ada apa-apa langsung tudep banget, but inside kayaknya asik juga orangnya 👆
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TheCord: Symphony of Wires.
Mau main as member thecord + alasannya gak
Gathan Arts. read the whisper
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@moonchldx Gathan as Draith.
Tipe yang keren dan bucin parah sama pacarnya, bring up the group with some jokes. Serious tapi gak menyeramkan, bakal jadi listener yang baik juga ini 👆
Tipe yang keren dan bucin parah sama pacarnya, bring up the group with some jokes. Serious tapi gak menyeramkan, bakal jadi listener yang baik juga ini 👆
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Kok kalian mau, kalian gak tau aja mereka sebenernya jelmaan
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TheCord: Symphony of Wires.
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League read the whisper
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@MartifPark League as Vynel.
Bodong tapi tetep keliatan keren dah pokoknya abg, muse nya juga sama tuh. Tapi aslinya asik banget, dan juga gampang berbaur sama orang baru sepertinya 😳
Bodong tapi tetep keliatan keren dah pokoknya abg, muse nya juga sama tuh. Tapi aslinya asik banget, dan juga gampang berbaur sama orang baru sepertinya 😳
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TheCord: Symphony of Wires.
Mau main as member thecord + alasannya gak
aney read the whisper