@ianjeokng : i can't breathe - bea miller.

we broke up because loving you felt like shrinking myself just to fit into the version of me you wanted. you kept saying it was care, it was protection, it was your way of loving but it never felt like love. it felt like limits. it felt like being watched, corrected, controlled and slowly losing parts of myself just to keep the peace. i couldn't breathe in a space where everything i did had to be approved by you. you restrained me from being myself, from choosing my own friends, from having my own comfort, from speaking up when something hurt me. you kept telling me it’s 'for us' but it was always for you. your fears, your insecurities, your need to feel in control and i kept bending, kept adjusting, kept dimming my light because i thought maybe that's what love required. but real love never asks someone to erase themselves. we broke up because i got tired of apologizing for things that weren't wrong. tired of explaining my intentions. tired of having to monitor every move so it wouldn't trigger another misunderstanding. loving you felt like living inside a cage built out of your expectations beautiful on the outside, suffocating on the inside. the painful part is that i truly cared about you but loving you meant losing me and i reached a point where i couldn't keep choosing you while sacrificing pieces of myself you never even noticed were fading. you held me so tightly that you didn't realize you were breaking me in the process. we broke up because i needed to breathe, to exist, to be someone more than your controlled version of me because i deserve a love that holds me gently not restricts me and even though it hurts, letting go was the only way to save the small parts of myself you almost took away.

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miceng mirth. read the whisper

@saranv Miceng as Valric.

Satu vibes nih sama Valric yang keliatan soft diluar tapi kayaknya asik dan gampang berbaur, eye catching juga. Kayaknya ngobrol apapun nyambung dan bukan tipe yang bakal lor orang di grup 😌

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@tmalu Hillary as Kairn.

Tipe yang imut imut nih cocok, satu vibes sama Kairn (huft terpaksa deh blg Kairn imut) yang lucu lucu tapi kalau ada apa-apa langsung tudep banget, but inside kayaknya asik juga orangnya 👆

Gathan Arts. read the whisper

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@moonchldx Gathan as Draith.

Tipe yang keren dan bucin parah sama pacarnya, bring up the group with some jokes. Serious tapi gak menyeramkan, bakal jadi listener yang baik juga ini 👆

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League read the whisper

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@MartifPark League as Vynel.

Bodong tapi tetep keliatan keren dah pokoknya abg, muse nya juga sama tuh. Tapi aslinya asik banget, dan juga gampang berbaur sama orang baru sepertinya 😳

aney read the whisper

@ianjeokng Aney as Raith.

Punya vibes yang kalem-kalem tapi aslinya kocak banget, akunnya selalu on point dan juga gampang berbaur pastinya 😳👆

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@milkbujn Mythsie as Klyne.

Akunnya tertata rapih dan kalem banget keliatannya kayak Klyne, jarang nongol di grup tapi sekalinya nongol langsung masuk ke obrolan yang lagi dibahas, keliatan punya banyak temen juga ini