mau main reason why we broke up (long edition) + one random galau song, mau gak?

ishayla meirh. @carwmenita read the whisper

@carwmenita : hati hati di jalan - tulus.

we broke up because somewhere along the way, you stopped choosing me the way you used to. you kept calling it 'just being friendly' but you never understood how every little thing you gave to others made me feel like i was slowly losing my place in your life. it wasn't one big betrayal just small, quiet hurts that stacked on top of each other until loving you felt like trying to hold water in my hands no matter how tight i held, it slipped away. you always asked me to trust you, yet you never made me feel safe. you said i was overthinking, too sensitive, too emotional but you never realized that your actions were the ones shaking the ground under my feet. i kept trying to be patient, trying to convince myself that maybe you'd see my efforts, maybe you'd notice the cracks forming but you didn't or maybe you did and you chose to look away. we broke up because pain became louder than love because i was tired of fighting for a space that never felt fully mine. because being with you meant competing with everyone else for attention that should've been simple, natural and meant for me and now, when i think about us, it feels like that one line in those sad songs the kind that hits too close, the kind that says some people find it easier to let you go than to keep you. even if it hurts, i'm learning to let go because i deserve someone who wouldn't make me feel like i was an option.

Aeris read the whisper

@ianjunyg : exile - taylor ft. bon iver.

we broke up because somewhere in the middle of our story, the spark that once held us together just dimmed. it didn't disappear in a dramatic moment or a huge fight. it faded slowly, almost quietly like a light that flickers for a while before giving up completely. you stopped looking at me the way you used to and i stopped feeling the warmth i once held so tightly. we both felt it, but neither of us had the courage to say it out loud. you started loving me out of habit not passion. your smiles felt forced, your words felt lighter and your presence felt like you were here but not fully with me. i kept trying to convince myself that maybe it was just a phase, maybe the spark would come back if we held on a little longer but every day it became clearer that we were holding onto memories not each other. we broke up because loving you began to feel like reaching for something that wasn't there anymore because i was tired of pretending we were okay when our hearts had already stepped back because i wanted to feel chosen, wanted and seen yet all i felt was the quiet distance between us, growing wider every time you looked away. the most painful part wasn't losing you it was realizing that the version of us i kept fighting for only existed in the past. and no matter how hard i tried, i couldn't bring back what was gone. so i let go, not because i stopped loving you, but because the spark that once lit everything between us burned out and we didn't know how to save it anymore.

Sze read the whisper

@stellakifm : always - daniel caesar.

we broke up because loving you felt like chasing someone who was always two steps away, even when you said you cared. you kept pulling me close just to push me away again like you were afraid of what it meant to be held too tightly. i tried to understand your distance, your silence, the way you shut down whenever things got too real but the truth is, it hurt to love someone who was always half-here and half-gone. you said you needed space but your space slowly turned into walls. walls i could knock on, talk through, beg to open yet nothing ever changed. i kept waiting for the moment you'd finally let me in, show me the parts of you you kept locked away but you never did. and the worst part? you made me feel guilty for wanting closeness like my love was too much like my presence was something you had to defend yourself from. we broke up because i was tired of feeling like a burden every time i reached out. tired of guessing what you felt because you never said it. tired of being the only one fighting while you kept running from anything that looked like commitment. i gave you patience, reassurance, softness, everything i had and you still chose distance over us. the pain wasn't just losing you it was realizing you never allowed yourself to be truly loved not even when i tried my hardest. loving you felt like holding air, i could feel you but i could never keep you and no matter how much i tried, i couldn’t fix the way you pushed me away before i ever had a chance to stay. we broke up because your fear of closeness was stronger than your love for me and i had to let go, not because i wanted to but because i couldn't keep breaking myself to reach someone who kept stepping back.

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@ianjeokng : i can't breathe - bea miller.

we broke up because loving you felt like shrinking myself just to fit into the version of me you wanted. you kept saying it was care, it was protection, it was your way of loving but it never felt like love. it felt like limits. it felt like being watched, corrected, controlled and slowly losing parts of myself just to keep the peace. i couldn't breathe in a space where everything i did had to be approved by you. you restrained me from being myself, from choosing my own friends, from having my own comfort, from speaking up when something hurt me. you kept telling me it’s 'for us' but it was always for you. your fears, your insecurities, your need to feel in control and i kept bending, kept adjusting, kept dimming my light because i thought maybe that's what love required. but real love never asks someone to erase themselves. we broke up because i got tired of apologizing for things that weren't wrong. tired of explaining my intentions. tired of having to monitor every move so it wouldn't trigger another misunderstanding. loving you felt like living inside a cage built out of your expectations beautiful on the outside, suffocating on the inside. the painful part is that i truly cared about you but loving you meant losing me and i reached a point where i couldn't keep choosing you while sacrificing pieces of myself you never even noticed were fading. you held me so tightly that you didn't realize you were breaking me in the process. we broke up because i needed to breathe, to exist, to be someone more than your controlled version of me because i deserve a love that holds me gently not restricts me and even though it hurts, letting go was the only way to save the small parts of myself you almost took away.

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miceng mirth. read the whisper

@saranv Miceng as Valric.

Satu vibes nih sama Valric yang keliatan soft diluar tapi kayaknya asik dan gampang berbaur, eye catching juga. Kayaknya ngobrol apapun nyambung dan bukan tipe yang bakal lor orang di grup 😌

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@tmalu Hillary as Kairn.

Tipe yang imut imut nih cocok, satu vibes sama Kairn (huft terpaksa deh blg Kairn imut) yang lucu lucu tapi kalau ada apa-apa langsung tudep banget, but inside kayaknya asik juga orangnya 👆

Gathan Arts. read the whisper