My fav song which expresses true state of me

Paralyzed By NF


Lyrics :-



When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue
Feel like they came from someone else
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me
Inside
I'm paralyzed
When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed? (Oh)
Where's the person that I know?
They must have left
They must have left
With all my faith
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me
Inside
I'm paralyzed
I'm paralyzed, I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die
And if life is pain, then I buried mine
A long time ago, but it's still alive
And it's taking over me, where am I?
I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why
I'm in the race of life and time passed by
Look, I sit back and I watch it
Hands in my pockets
Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
I just watch 'em
I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it
I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is
I'm in a box, but I'm the one who locked me in
Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me, inside
I'm paralyzed (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)
I know I should (oh, how come I'm not moving)
(Why are you not moving?)
I'm paralyzed (hey, yeah)
Where is the real me? (Where is the real me? Where is the real me?)
I'm lost and it kills me, inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed)
I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)

its 6th of april 2021 when i first came to this social media platform to make new firends

its been 2 years since then

so on that day i am gonna share with you my experience about this platform and will also talk about my story of the time i spent here till this date . Stay tuned 🥲🥲

I've been standing here my whole life
Everything I've seen twice
Now it's time I realized
It's spinning back around now
On this road I'm crawlin'
Save me cause I'm fallin'
Now I can't seem to breathe right

TOPIC : FLAWS OF INDIAN EDUCATIONAL SYSTEM

The Indian educational system is often hailed as one of the largest in the world, with over 260 million students enrolled in primary, secondary, and higher education institutions across the country. However, despite its size, the system has several significant flaws that need to be addressed.

One of the most significant flaws in the Indian educational system is its lack of focus on practical learning. The current system is primarily based on rote learning and memorization, with very little emphasis on practical applications. This approach creates a gap between theoretical knowledge and practical skills, leaving students ill-equipped to handle real-world situations. As a result, many graduates struggle to find employment after graduation, as they lack the necessary skills required for the job market.

Another issue with the Indian educational system is the lack of standardized curricula. The system is highly decentralized, with each state and even individual schools having their own curricula and examination systems. This creates disparities in the quality of education across the country and makes it difficult to maintain consistent standards. It also leads to an overemphasis on standardized testing, with students being taught to pass exams rather than learning for the sake of knowledge.

The Indian educational system also suffers from inadequate infrastructure and resources. Many schools lack basic amenities such as classrooms, libraries, and laboratories, while teachers often work under challenging conditions with low salaries and little training. This has led to a shortage of quality teachers and a decline in the overall quality of education.

Another issue is the lack of inclusion and diversity in the curriculum. The curriculum is primarily focused on the majority religion and culture, with little to no representation of minority cultures and religions. This not only perpetuates a sense of discrimination but also limits students' exposure to diverse perspectives and ideas.

Finally, the Indian educational system is often criticized for its high levels of stress and competition. The system places a heavy emphasis on grades and academic performance, leading to intense competition among students. This can result in students experiencing high levels of stress and anxiety, which can have negative effects on their mental health and overall well-being.

In conclusion, the Indian educational system has several flaws that need to be addressed. The system needs to shift its focus from rote learning to practical education and standardize curricula to ensure consistent quality across the country. Adequate infrastructure and resources need to be provided, and the curriculum needs to be made more inclusive and diverse. Finally, the system needs to prioritize the mental health and well-being of its students by reducing stress and competition. Only by addressing these issues can the Indian educational system truly prepare its students for the challenges of the future

It was on the 6th of April, 2021, that I first joined Telegram, a social media platform that I had heard so much about from some of my classmates. At the time, I didn't know what to expect, but little did I know that it was the beginning of a journey that would last two years.

At first, I was just a newbie, trying to navigate my way around the app, but as I began to interact with people and join different groups, I started to make friends. I got friends like Void , Phase , Stark , Rishav , Priyansh , Sastadev , Heisenberg and many more .These were people from all walks of life, with different beliefs, opinions, and personalities, but we all shared a love for the platform.

As time went on, I found myself getting into disagreements and fights with some of these friends. It wasn't always easy to see eye to eye, but we learned to respect each other's opinions and find common ground.

Through all the ups and downs, I never gave up on Telegram. I continued to log in every day, sharing my thoughts and opinions with my friends, and engaging in conversations that sometimes lasted for hours.

Before I knew it, I had created a reign on the platform. I had become known for my telegram anime network and humor, and people would always look forward to my posts and messages on my channels. I had even started my own network aka @Hashira_Association, which quickly became one of the most active and engaging networks on Telegram.

As I sit here today, reflecting on the past two years, I can't help but feel a sense of gratitude for the experiences that I have had on this platform. Telegram has allowed me to connect with people from all over the world, and to learn from them in ways that I never thought possible.

Through the good times and the bad, Telegram has been my constant companion, and I know that I will continue to be a part of this community for years to come. It has been a journey filled with laughter, tears, and everything in between, but I wouldn't have it any other way. Telegram, thank you for two amazing years, and here's to many more!

Best Regards to you from Flame

Ok peeps
My time on Telegram ends here
From this day on , I'm no longer a slacking off piece of shit who wastes time on Telegram.
Aaj se classes start ho rhe allen ke
Raat 8 tak whi pde rehena hoga everyday so bye you all.

It's not like I've changed or something, some might misunderstand me that I've gained too much attitude and trying to show people that I'm busy always, but the situation isn't like that.
Days have become harder for all of us , and even small shits can cause conflicts among friends , so , it's my apologies to all who thought I'm rude.
I didn't actually try to be rude or something. Nor I would ever want to. Well this place has given me many things which I couldn't ever imagine . But now it's my time to depart.

Those who are joined in this channel , thank you for being with me for this long time. I will no longer be in any of those stuffs which I used to do in this app.

I once again apologise if my words hurt someone.
Take care minna'san . Stay well and safe.

You can Contact me at @TitanSurveyer if you ever need something from me.

Let's see
Started a new work in @primesdivision

A new start and a whole new journey... uncertain about the upcoming incidents, but will try my best to counter all obstacles.

And yeah getting certified in developing soon lol