Song that fits your situation is Tanpa Tergesa by Juicy Luicy.

Gua udah kenal Caamie bahkan sebelum gua tau huruf ABCD. Dia itu salah satu orang yang ngeliat semua fase hidup gua, dari zaman lari2an di komplek sampe sekarang kita udah sama2 gede. We've shared countless memories, tanpa kepikiran rasa nyaman ini bakal berubah jadi sesuatu yang lebih. Gua jatuh cinta sebenernya bukan karena dia berubah atau gimana, tapi kayaknya gua mulai sadar, kalau sama dia, gua bisa bener2 jadi diri gua sendiri, cuman sama dia loh ya. The spark didn't happen one night, it was a slow burn that finally caught fire. Gua suka gimana dia terus nginget detail2 kecil tentang gua walaupun gua udah lama banget gak ngelakuin itu, dia tau baik buruknya gua and she still choose to being my great best friend. Everything's change, tiba2 aja gua ngerasa gamau ngeliat dia bareng orang lain. Mulai sadar setiap gua berdua sama dia tuh rasanya deg2an. In that silent moment, I realized that the person I've been looking for was always right here. I fell for the girl who knew me before the world did, and I’m so glad it’s always been you, Caamie.

Song that fits your situation is Best Part by Daniel Caesar Ft. H.E.R.

Gua baru sadar kalau punya pacar yang 'asik' aja tuh nggak cukup buat bikin gua bertahan. Sama Mayi, semuanya kerasa... ah, gimana ya jelasinnya? Kita bisa ketawa, bisa jalan bareng, tapi pas gua mau narik obrolan ke hal yang lebih dalem, gua ngerasa kayak lagi ngomong sama tembok yang dicat warna warni. We were great at small talk, but we were strangers in every deep talk. Gua ngerasa sendirian justru pas lagi ada di sebelah dia, karena dia nggak pernah bener2 bisa masuk ke dunia gua. Communication's more than just talking, and we failed at that, Mayi. I’m moving on to find the depth I’ve been missing.

Song that fits your situation is You Broke Me First by Tate McRae.

Awalnya gua pikir punya pacar yang lebih dewasa bakal bikin hubungannya stabil, tenang, gak banyak berantemnya. Ternyata gua salah, lama2 gua ngerasa kayak jadi barang yang harus dia atur biar sesuai sama standarnya. She has this habit of treating me like I don't know any better just because she's been around longer. Capek banget harus dengerin ceramahan atau arahan dia yang berkedok buat kebaikan gua. Gua maunya tuh yang bisa jalan bareng, bukan seseorang yang terus2an ngerasa paling tau segalanya. Our age gap became a wall instead of a bridge, karena dia gak pernah bener2 ngehargain cara gua untuk ngambil keputusan. Go find someone who's willing to be your project, because I'm definitely not that guy, Georgina.

Song that fits your situation is Enough For You by Olivia Rodrigo.

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